First Time Getting Wasted
I’ve been kind of hesitant about posting this because of how embarrassing this story is but, I decided to anyways since I want people to be smarter than I was.
So this story took place on the last week of the Fall 2017 Semester.
I made college friends (I know finally right!), it was my lab partners in physics. It was me, 2 other girls and 2 guys. One of the guys wanted to throw a party to celebrate finishing college and he invited all of us but I was the only one who could make it.
You see I like never like to leave my comfort zone but decided that I should because “what the hell, why the fuck not” so I did. I invited my crush to come with me good thing lol cause omg.
Anyways, we arrive to the party and we stood out cause we were the only “black” ppl there. That was just the first awkward thing lol. I felt like we didn’t really belong lmaoo. They were all nice though, and it was a pretty chill party. It was a bunch of couples there so it was awkward that me and Jay (lets call my crush Jay) we’re just both single lmao.
It was my first time heavily drinking and I was just drinking anything. I have 3 cups of rum punch and a fourth cup of whatever the host put in there lmao and on top of that we were smoking pot.
It was a pretty chill night I really wanted to make out with my crush cause ugh he was super sexy. Anywhos I’m at the part of the night where everything starts hitting me. I literally cannot keep my eyes open and my crush is telling me to let him know when I’m ready to go. So I sit there for about 10 minutes then I’m like ii I’m ready to go now. Next then you know my ass stands up and I’m like woah what is this feeling?
Yup you guessed it… I vomited all over the place 🙁
I tried to catch it with my hands but it didn’t work lmaoo and my slow ass was just standing there like what do I do, then they tell me go to the bathroom so I go but then I didn’t want to touch the door knob cause my hands had vomit in it, then I just opened it anyways and vomited some more in the toilet, washed my hands then got ready. I apologized and then while they were trying to get me a cab I vomited AGAIN on my bag, uggs, and coat.
At this point I couldn’t feel anything but I knew I was going to regret this and be embarrassed the next day. Little did I know it would haunt me for about 2 weeks.
Luckily I made it home thank goodness. But what you can take out of all of this is:
- Know your limit and don’t pass it.
- If you’re gonna go drinking bring someone you trust because you never know what could happen. If I didn’t bring Jay with me I don’t think I would’ve made it home okay.
- Be yourself, if you don’t like turning up then don’t.
*Read: My First Time Smoking Weed*
My family and friends keeps telling me that I take relationships too seriously and that I should you know “live my life” before getting into a relationship but I’m just a homebody. I mean I love doing things like traveling and enjoying the good things in life but, taking care of my man and watching tv and going to sleep is also me “living my life.”
So what I got out of this whole experience is that I am not the type to go out and turn up. I am not a party goer and I am not about that life. I like chill vibes not wild vibes. All I wanna do is smoke some marijuana, have sex, put up a movie and cuddle. That’s my version of a lit night.
Also I just wanna say shout out to the host for being a real MVP and sending me home in a cab, and also cleaning up my vomit like I am so sorry.