Well guys guess what! I’m single again, this time I wasn’t the one ending things which suck because if you know me I hate being the one left salty in the end. It was the shortest relationship of my life, lol. My friendships have lasted longer. But honestly it was fun, he inspired me in so many ways and he was like a drug in a way, he gave me an escape from the reality that my mother thinks I’m a whore, and my dad threatening to kick me out. Basically he gave me the fun the adrenalin and everything more.
I didn’t love him though which is good but it doesn’t hurt any less. I have to deal with all the problems in my life before I can actually have a serious relationship and he saw that. He saw that I was using him as an escape but my sorrows spilled out even though I didn’t want him to see it he definitely saw it. My home life is taking a toll on my love life leaving me feeling hopeless.
I’m working on myself still, I’m a work in progress and in a way I guess I wasn’t ready for him. But because of him I want to get better so that the next guy or gal I decide to be with only see the best of me. I guess what you can call this last relationship is a summer fling. I mean we dated in the summer and the summer is ending and so did my relationship so summer fling lmaoo. He was a good guy I met at the wrong time. It was fun while it lasted, I mean school’s starting and I guess I’ll be moving along and getting my life together.
Hopefully I make friends this year.
But for now I’ll be getting clean from my drug.
UGHHHH SO SALTY MAN. Like my tears. LMFAOOOO. k bye.